Monday 19 August 2013

a letter from a friend

assalamualaikum wbt

okay uolls,

di sini aku nak pastekan je a letter from my friend,my former classmate n beautifuly kind Ruzzana. She wrote this letter pass one or two years back then..kira surat lama la,was posted to all Batch 14th,i guesss,okay ni mybe dkategorikan as plagiat,tp kuat saya tegakkan di sini,surat ini bukan saya yang tulis.,...okay lets read it,mna tau korang dpt inspiration...

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Assalammualaikum wbt.
It’s been a while since I left MRSM Kuching, and when I wrote this I am 2 months old in a new place, somewhere that Allah had destined me to be at. Brothers and sisters, I hope all of you are doing fine there.
Right now, I am spending most of my leisure evening time dissolving myself in nature.  Somehow and somewhat, the serene and tranquil moment reminds me of MRSM Kuching. Those 5 year imperishable memories of how I learned and shaped myself for better good, I did treasure it. So much.








Sunset at MRSM Kuching


Being a student, it is not about scoring good grades or showing off strings of A+ that you obtained in your exams. It is more than that. Especially when you call yourself an MRSM student, the challenge is there. To give more than what people expected you to do.
2007, I embarked on my first eye-opening experience, in MRSM Kuching. Two of my elder sisters had been in this system, and I wanted to be part of it too, so badly. Alhamdulillah, I made it. Thrilled to see all those warm welcomes and greetings, I fell in love at the first sight. Respectful greetings for the teachers and staff, gatherings in Surau Al Misbahul Munir and lots more. Brothers and sisters, it is now your turn to preserve and enliven this surroundings for the next generation, make it a real acknowledgement of an MRSM student.
I remember serving as one of the Students’ Representative Council committee. True to words, great position comes with great challenges and high expectations. Studying at the same time, frankly saying, I am overstrained. Time management is my biggest weakness. Multitasking is the thing that turned me fussy and whiney. But now I am grateful that I had been there, I learnt something, I become someone. Feeling happy that I manage to deal with things that I dislike most, once.
Being a leader, I had the chance to impart what knowhow I had into something beneficial for my fellow college mates. Leadership is one port to train oneself to deal with important matters, important peoples and even problems. It enhances your skill, your value. Do not hesitate if people put their trust on you, accept the challenge and do something, because you are meant for it. However I must warn you, do prioritize which and which is important. I learned prioritizing when my schedule got messed up with all the homework and tasks piling up at the end of the day. I admit, I’m not good at this, but at least a bit better than how I was before. That’s okay, one step at a time.
Sometimes you did something, you receive this kind of common applaud or recognition, but what comes in between are the critics and the boos, and you feel that you get nothing in return but only exhaustion, this is when sincerity play its part. Be sincere in being the hand that gives, so that success or failure won’t affect you much.
Hmm, I’m sure you are aware of this kind of situation. It is common when it comes to speaking in front or expressing ideas in public, no one volunteer themselves.
“You laa.. I’m not good at these stuff laa..”
I am one of them, constantly avoiding being the chosen one. Then, I realized. It is now or never. If you refused to try even once, then you’ll never do it for the rest of your life.
“Okay, let’s give this a try!”
And for sure I never regretted doing so!







One of my new-found hobby in MRSM Kuching: painting.

My study life went a bit bumpy somehow. I did well sometimes, but there were times when I my grades rocketed downwards. I’ve been summoned by the teachers for a few times, and got a bit of brainwash. My fault, of course. Don’t be dejected if you failed or rejected or do wrong, you should be elated to know that you’re elected among those who are tested, subjected to the way you responded. Pressure and failure can be a good thing or vice versa, depends on how you respond to it, or to put it simply, your mindset.
Nonetheless, I just love the fact that I met lots of my closest peeps there in MRSM Kuching. The teachers, they had been more than just a teacher. Can’t help but to feel gratified of what they did for me, especially for correcting me when I am wrong. Walk me through the ups and downs there. They give us more than what they got; they couldn’t care less with the salary and pays.





Friends and teacher, after our last Visual Art class session.

I even made friends with the Chinese, Indians, Ibanese, Malays and lots more. It is preferable for a big circle of friends, because I find differences as beautiful imperfections we all had. Some of them apparently become one of the most inspiring and influential person in my life, till now. Do not take imperfections and differences that draw us apart, as God created us to complete each other.



Graduation moment


As to conclude it all, enjoy your life as a student to the fullest, while in the meantime boost up your values and skills, corresponds to how hard you strive for good grades. Keep God near to us, He is the manager of everything, no matter how great you planned or how hard you tried. There are lots of things to share, but I can’t put it all in words. You’ll be here in our place someday; you’ll surely go through all these experiences. I wish you the best, may someday we meet again. InsyaAllah.




Jazakumullahu khairan.



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okay maybe korang tertanya2 cmne bleh ada gmbaq dalam letter dia,
dia sent letter ni,through fb akaun,so dia type kat ms words and sent via fb laaaa....kan dpt attach document d situ,,,cmtulahhhhh heee.


Thursday 1 August 2013

Happy Friendship Day

Assalamualaikum wbt

Hye guys,


okay..


Happy Friendship Day ..

Aku ucapkan especially kat

my bestiestsss 

sahabats till jannah kawan susah senang dr zaman hingusan
Amal,Gacie,Ieka,Nus,Nool,Didi,Iena,Ieda,Mbok,Zeemah,Usu Akma,Adeq,Aina,Alin,Atien,Fina,Kayah,BSG(haha!),ieba,jehan

rumates tyme matrik...

 sahabat dunia akhirat teman suka duka di UiTM ni
Azza,Zila,Jun,Kay,Nic,nad sabah

kawan gila-gila dian,soph,bel ,nad and the rest of EH110 (12/13)

my lovely Ghazalians(2010-2011)

 my beloved
Batch 14th of MJSC Kuching

And last but not least
kat korang-korang sume yang baik hati nak jenguk-jenguk blog ni..

I  Love You Guys Sangat2 ..

May Allah bless u all,

Salam.peace!

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Tuesday 30 July 2013

33 Pesan Nabi SAW

Assalamualaikum wbt

okay guys,hari ni bukan nak cheghita pasai hadis-hadis tau..
Tapi nak cheghita pasai buku 33 pesan nabi


Haaa....ni bukunya,,,

Korang boleh lah cari kat mana-mana kedai buku dengan harga RM15.90 je..

Murah tu..

Nak dijadikan cerita,asalnya aku tak tpikiaq pon nak beli buku ni..

because at that time aku nak beli novel..
 sampai kat kaunter bayaq tu..kwn aku dok syor lah..

"Ain!komik hadis dowh..belilah belilah. nanti aku pinjam"

bunyi cenggitulah..

time tu aku balaslah balik

"kau belilah,nnti aku pinjam"

Dia pulak lepas tu buat muka asam jerok dia cakap takde duett

Time aku aku punya suara-suara hati dok berperanglah kan 
nak beli ka idok...?

But then,aku terfikir...

"kau ni,,,beli novel yang cecah RM20++ tu sanggup kau beli
buku hadis,dalam bentuk komik plak tu RM15.90 je pon takkan kot kau taknak beli.Kalau hadis yang dalam bentuk ayat2 pjg jela tu kau tak sanggup baca..why dont this kind of penyampaian atrract ur attraction u baca dia.."

cenggitu cengitu lah...

And then,aku decide untuk beli...

Yes! pada asal aku beli pasai mcm aku punya inner suara hati dok berperangkan,selalunya kalau cenggini aku beli ja,tp x baca ponn

*sengih*

Balik tu ..of cos la aku tak bukak g buku ni bacause aku dok hirau kat novel baru tu..

Lagipon buku ni kawan aku dah rembat dulu nak baca..

tapi bila buku ni dah sampai kat aku balik and aku try nak baca..

AMAZING!! LAH WEYYYY

Sbb aku baru baca cerita first dia..

tp dah tangkap hati aku nak teruskan membaca,,

Sgt best! ada sense2 of humour jugak..

tak rugi beli

at the same time BERMANFAAT.

semoga dapat jadi panduan Dunia Akhirat

and akhir kata,aku harap Malaysia dapat lahirkan kartunis

yang hasilkan buku-buku ilmiah cenggini(eh,ke dah ada???)

inshaAllah

salam.peace!








Monday 29 July 2013

sUn=)

assalamualaikum wbt

Hye guys yang baik hati sudi baca post2 aku ni.heheh=)

Recently ,I decided to update my blog more often.inshaAllah as long as i have ideas to do so...

Besides,I want to polish my writing skills.
So,korg dialu2kan u menegur if there any grammar mistakes and yada yada,,,

Okay!

Tujuan nak post entry ni hanya lah nak post gmbaq2 ni..



Dua2 gambaq atas tu ,aku dpt dr fb hlovate >>https://www.facebook.com/hlovatehood

Hmmm,Yesss aku peminat hlovate,setakat ni aku dah collect almost all of her karyas as my collections.

Why??

Korg belilah sendiri buku2 dia,baca dan nilai...

Aku berani jamin,korg pasti jatuh chenta ngan karya2 dia,....

InshaAllah,hati kita Allah swt yang pegang..

Salam . Peace!




Tuesday 7 May 2013

hee=)

saya x pandai menulis
saya hanya tahu membaca dan menilai.
saya x pandai nak karang ayat y berjela-jela untuk tarik perhatian orang
saya hanya tahu menghayati dan memahami hasil karangan orang

ada beberapa orang penulis yang saya kagumi
kerana kelebihan mereka menulis dan
menarik minat saya membaca karya-karya mereka
sehinggakan membuat saya ternanti-nanti hasil karya mereka di post d alam maya atau dibukukan

maafkan saya
kerana saya hanya seorang insan yang mempunyai seribu satu kelemahan
di mana saya hanya tahu menerima tapi x memberi

acap kali saya menangis kerana membaca tulisan orang-orang yang mahir ini,
kerana kelebihan mereka
 hati saya terpaut untuk merasa rahsia disebalik tulisan itu

memanglah Allah swt itu sangat adil
orang-orang seperti saya dicipta untuk menghargai kelebihan orang-orang seperti mereka

assalamualaikum=)









Sunday 17 March 2013

belajar

#exam is coming!!


salam,
a while ago , i watched a video from vlogger aiman azlan.it was his one of his old video but i just watched it recently...

okay the title of the video is speak english can-lah?(if im not mistaken-lah)
you could search it via youtube.com

somewhat,.... i like it when he said

"Don't stop others for moving forward just because you CHOOSE to stay behind"

after i heard he said that i felt like...WOW!
it's awesome and inspired...

well, i always wanted to speak in english with other friends,
yet i am afraid to do so..because i am afraid what they gonna said about me.
because i am afraid that I can't speak well...
i really really have low self-confident
then i ask myself...

"if you keep on to be like this,not to have any courage to move forward,how can you want to success,you can do it,in shaa Allah."

my english teachers always said this "it's okay if you speak in broken English as long as you want to speak,at least in my class"

even one my teachers back then forbid us to speak malay in her class.it's not like she anti-malay or what,but if i kept refuse myself to speak how can-lah i want to improve myself.

even Islam encourage us to learn other languages besides our own language,it's not like we're gonna to forget our own language,culture or what,
but...
it's for our own benefits.
for ourselves improvement.
yeah, i know there's maybe a ton of grammar errors in my entry,but i don't care,because i tried my best to write it.

thats all.peace=)





BUNUH DIRI..ERK..

Assalamualaikum and  greetings,

semalam,, ada org nak bunuh diri kat depan bilik aku ni...
ura-ura mengatakan dia frust+stress dek kena putus oleh boyfriend dia...

okay,,, the moment aku dengar pasal case ni(it was happen around 8 pm,the girl already hentak2 her head n kelar her hand,k seramm) i felt like huh.what?BODOHNYER..

why bother to hurt urself for someone that dont deserve ur love...
kat mana nilai cinta dia pd Allah,?
kat mana dia letak rasa cinta dia pada parents dia,?


*sigh*

ketahuilah....


Sabda Nabi s.a.w.

 ” كان فيمن كان قبلكم رجل به جرح , فجزع , فأخذ سكينا فحز بها يده فما رقأ الدم حتى مات . قال الله عز وجل : عبدي بادرني بنفسه , فحرمت عليه الجنة ” .

Ertinya: “Ada seorang lelaki  sebelum dari kamu telah luka, lalu dia tidak sabar menanggungnya,   dia mengambil pisau lalu memotong tangannya maka keluarlah darah tidak berhenti-henti sehingga dia meninggal dunia. Allah Azzawajalla befirman, “Hamba Ku telah bertindak-tergesa-gesa terhadap dirinya maka Aku haramkan kepadanya memasuki syurga”.

membunuh itu haram,x kira lah membunuh diri ataupun orang lain,,
pembunuhan yang Allah benarkn cumalah pembunuhan ketika perang, itu pun apabila kita diserang,dan HARAM bunuh jika pihak musuh menyerah kalah,..dan HARAM bunuh jika musuh itu dalam keadaan tidak mencederakan orang lain,...
sekian....